
Lately I have been thinking a lot about God, theism, and atheism. Does god exist, if there is then is there only one or many? If there is no god, why does the history of belief in god is as old as humanity itself.
Most of the people even in the modern times believe that god exists or at least a supernatural power exists which controls this 'world'. There have been people who are pro theism, and there are people who are anti theism and there are also people who are 'confused' about the existence of any such thing(like me).
I have had discussions about this with everyone who is close to me but I was never satisfied with an answer, it seems I am coming to my own conclusion about this, though it cannot be a conclusion because I will keep my mind open about this so that I could revive it again in future if I had to. Gradually I have started believing in Non-creationism and karma based evolution of a man's deeds and the best part is that even my religion allows me to believe in atheism and non-creationism, in fact Jainism is the only religion in the world which believes in non-creationism or does not believe in a creator deity which is very similar to modern science and Charles Darwin's 'Theory of evolution'.
There is no god who spectates us but there have been great people (like Ram, Krishna, Mahavira, Buddha or Christ) who have showed us the right path towards truth and salvation. We should give them their due right to be remembered and respected and even worshipped, but we cannot ask anything from them, simply, because they just don't exist. They were humans like us with great deeds who are remembered till date for what they gave to this world but they just don't exist now.
Most of the people misinterpret between being religious and being spiritualist, a man can be spiritualist even without being religious at all. but the question is how should we keep ourselves in moral control if we don't believe in god. The answers are available in our own scriptures which talk about karma, irrespective of god, you do good, you get good and you do bad, you get bad. I maybe a novice to think all this, but my options are open and so are my thoughts.
